Friday, July 30, 2010

Birthdays

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Yesterday was my birthday, and though I never thought I would be this way…I really had a hard time swallowing the number that is now me.  I know many of you will think I am just plain silly…young…and silly.  But for me, this birthday brought me much closer to the big 30 than I am ready for.  I should have it all together by now.  I should be more.  I should be done with my childish antics!!  But I’m not…I am so not close to being put together…I am still much less…and childish antics are still quite regular!!!  It’s a disheartening reality this birthday thing.  Ah well…!

Today, however is a birthday I am much more excited about.  Today is the birthday of this little blog of mine.  And I am a bit embarrassed to say that I believe it took longer and was much more anguishing for me to figure out and create this blog than it was for my mother to bring me into this world.  I have loved this blog, the perspective that is has brought to my daily life, the friendships that have been created through it, the support it has brought, and the joy…oh the joy it brings!  I am so excited with the direction it is taking and can’t wait to show you all the changes I’ll be making to it.  It’s been a wonderful journey. 

Thanks for stopping in and sharing moments of your life with me. 

Just for memories sake, here is the very first post I made.  Back when I was still using blogger to publish…what a tricky little phase that was!  Everyone was much happier when I discovered Windows Live Writer…so fabulous!  In case you are also struggling with the limitations of publishing on blogger I would definitely recommend Live Writer.  But not that I’m one to give advice…my blog and I are still both quite young and inexperienced! 

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Happy Belated. My first born has her birthday on July 29 too.....she turned 16 though.
I am with you about the hesitations of birthdays and the realization that another year has passed....I am rapidly approaching 40 and anticipate the same feelings.
Hope you had a great day.
I was not pleased with the number of the day yesterday either. Especially since my better half is still 26 for a few weeks... feeling very similarly to you... Happy Birthday to us anyway!
Happy Birthday..... here is a gift for you... a blogging award..... visit http://little-blossoms-childminding.blogspot.com/...
to read about it!!

jenni
Happy Birthday Hannah. I'm closer to 40 than I am to 30 - and I have to say...life for me started at 30. It's only got better from then. However, I'm not lookking forwrad to 40. It's a very daunting number. :)
Happy day to you on both counts. I mostly feel that I've earned my birthdays and enjoy them but the ones approaching the decade milestones (not the milestone itself ie 30 and coming up 40) always leave me feeling much the same. I thought things would be more together by now. I'm starting to think life is just about enjoying the frayed ends. There is something beautiful about the chaos of each little strand of my life as I attempt to hold it together. Thanks for working through the blog stuff so that we can enjoy some of your life!

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